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🎶 You and me have a better time than most can dream of 🎶
I think there is a notion that once we become an adult, our personalities, who we are, is fully baked and doesn’t change. I’m not a...
AlwaysKeriOn
Jul 154 min read


Something has changed within me. Something is not the same.
I did it! I finished chemo! What seemed at the beginning as though it would never end, is now two weeks behind me?! Two weeks! Two...
AlwaysKeriOn
Jul 104 min read


🎶 Tomorrow will likely be a million and six times better 🎶
Snuggles solve everything Today was supposed to be my last day of chemo. It’s been a rough week. I started out the week giddy with...
AlwaysKeriOn
Jun 193 min read


Fore!
Embracing the baldness! Or four … as in four more rounds. That’s right, we’re stuck at four. We get a Mulligan tomorrow after bad numbers...
AlwaysKeriOn
Jun 44 min read


🎶The only way up is always through 🎶
Justin and I at the top of the Pinnacle Trail I know it’s been a while and I need to update you all, but I’ve had neither the time nor...
AlwaysKeriOn
May 285 min read


Green Day
Today was Green Day at Lillian’s school. So naturally we listened to Green Day on the drive in. It hit different today. Bottled up...
AlwaysKeriOn
Apr 303 min read


Knowing where I'm coming from
I didn’t want to get out of bed this morning. Lately I can’t seem to get enough sleep. I didn’t need to get up with an alarm — I’m off...
AlwaysKeriOn
Apr 245 min read


Frozen
The cold never bothered Rudy I’m a bit of a perfectionist. Who me? Right. I know. I’ve been working on it over the years and, believe it...
AlwaysKeriOn
Apr 93 min read


Choosing Joy
Joy comes with me to every chemo infusion I had a rough week. Today is the first day I’m feeling good. I realized it in the shower when...
AlwaysKeriOn
Mar 305 min read


Bye, Devil
I finally have a free minute to do some writing … but I don’t want to. I am so exhausted and feel so crummy. Usually writing feels good...
AlwaysKeriOn
Mar 193 min read


Decide what to be, and go be it
It hasn’t sunk in yet that I’ve lived my whole life with a countdown clock. That I’ve been harboring, even nurturing, the enemy within...
AlwaysKeriOn
Mar 27 min read


Until it Grows Again
I shaved my head today. Well, technically, Justin shaved my head. And on his birthday no less. I decided not to do cold capping or to a...
AlwaysKeriOn
Feb 224 min read


Oscar Mike
"To be prepared for war is one of the most effectual means of preserving peace." — George Washington I have been preparing for battle....
AlwaysKeriOn
Feb 43 min read


Searching for the Resolution
Me and Rosie, our one-year-old rescued Golden. Because dogs pics > than cancer pics. I want to be clear that I’m in a good place now, but...
AlwaysKeriOn
Jan 283 min read


🎶 Do you have the time, to listen to me whine 🎶
As I was whooshed into the MRI machine, Green Day’s 1994 hit “Basket Case” came blaring through the headphones and I was simultaneously...
AlwaysKeriOn
Jan 216 min read
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